Friday, September 29, 2006
Exams are coming!!! Shit i'm going into the over panick, over anxious mode -.- i want to study but i dun feel like studying!!! i just read and read and read nowadays. read what? read storybooks. any help to exams? None, none at all except for English Compo and it's already done~ we had this mok E Maths Test today and i failed it miserably with a passing mark of 12/40. whee i'm 8 marks behind from the passing mark. i can't tell u how happy i am at knowing i'll fail totally and miserably for EOY. i'm just overjoyed!!! i'm going nuts @_@ ok forget it. just like my title, i feel broken. my brain's just tearing apart at this over panic mode. i've got a feeling like tht's it, the EOY's here and i'm not ready. i had to slouch my entire way and flunk every sigle stupid test and now i'm panicking and regretting tht i should've studied harder, i shouldn't have slept in class etc.etc.
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basically i was overstressed when i typed the post above. why? u'll find out now. i had a dental appointment at 6.30. yuh i know, how stressful can a dental appointment be? my answer? EXTREMELY STRESSFUL. i spend the entire afternoon thinking abt the dentist sticking the needle into my gums and extracting my "decaying" tooth. the mere thought of needles scare me dun even talk abt imagining a scenario like tht. and with a vivid imagination like mine, i imagined thousands of ways tht the dentist injected me. sad to say i always end up crying in all the scenarios. =.= LUCKILY the "decay" was just a filling =D i mean the fillings black what then i thought my teeth's decaying. apparantly one of the precious school dentist did the feeling for me without me knowing... so i went there and came back unharmed =D whee... i'm glad abt tht. but even thought i was in the clinic for less then 5 mins, the minimum consultation fee was $10 @_@+ my fav voodoo doll's spoil. the "spear" tip sorta broke =[
i thonked this somewhere outside the dentist shop. planning to give my tuition teacher tomorrow =]
