Monday, September 11, 2006
had this quarrel with my brother. he says tht Dowsing and Telekinesis is satanic. okies he didn't exactly say it but from hearing what he says i can pretty much guess tht he meant it. both Dowsing and Telekinesis are just abilities. something tht every human can do. it's whether they bother to learn it or if they stick around long enough to learn it. he was saying stuff like who knows u have to give sth in return for the hidden abilities. and his STH is sth satanic, like giving blood sacrificials and the occult etc. even my mum thinks he's paranoid. i'm learning on my own. somehow i get the feeling he thinks to be able to learn these abilities, u need to make a pact with the devil or sth which is so totally not true. i did research. if i'd found any websites tht says i have to do sth satanic to bring out the hidden abilities i would've packed tht idea up in a suitcase and throw it right out the window. he keeps saying i've been brainwashed. brainwashed into what? learning tht is just an interest to me. what's so bad abt tht? if u ask me i think he's the one tht's been brainwashed. brainwashed by his religion into thinking tht sth tht is weird or not really normal is bad. i have the same religion as he does. i just dun really bother abt it. if u ask me i'll rather stick to being a freetinkle.
he says i'm being stubborn tht i dun wanna listen to his advice. i AM stubborn i'll admit tht but tht doesn't mean i dun have the brains to consider the consequences of what i'm doing. spiritual stuff like Tarot Cards, Ouija board, it's not good to meddle with these stuff. but Telekinesis and Dowsing are totally different from them. they are abilities. sth like a person who can roll his/her tongue and someone who cannot.
