Friday, December 08, 2006
directly after the operation when i first saw her she looked like a puppet with her strings cut. she's a lot better now. the colour has returned to her face. though a bit weak... i guess the operation was for the better... in future she cannot do housework, she cannot carry heavy stuff and worst of all, she can't fall down. if she does, the results shall be disastrous. housework we can do but how're we gonna prevent her from faling down... sheez... anti slip mats? we'll figure a way through it i guess. on totally bad terms with my father now. we barely speak nowadays. i DUN ever want to speak to him again. i dun think i'm ever going to forgive him. i'm not going into detail. my brother say i'm always saying stuff like: "I hate u! i'm nvr speaking to u again!" yuh i know sounds childish right? but i only recall saying tht to my sister and seriously one can nvr hate my sister. one only can dislike her, and only for a short period only. i didn't put it tht way to my father, i just said "if u're so unhappy with the way i talk then dun talk to me at all. isn't tht better?" and i made up my mind i dun want to forgive him for tht matter.
