Monday, December 04, 2006
my mum's going for her operation tomorrow. and just yesterday she was saying "why are u so lazy? i've nvr seen a lazier person in my life. u better dun regret it when i die!" this outburst came out of the blue. i was eating an apple when she suddenly said that. my reaction was undoubtless a bit shocked. who wouldn't be shocked u tell me? i just stand there looking at her as if she's grown three heads. my mind didn't exactly register just what was going on. i mean what do u expect me to do? what do u want me to do? what can i do? u're going for tht bloody operation aren't u? i'm not a surgeon am i? by telling me tht what do u want me to do?i can't possible sit down and cry can i? i can't change because of tht.